In love, what would make a person change her feelings? Could it be the distance that makes love fade? Could it be the people surrounding her that makes her disregards me in a way?
I really don't know. It hurts me to know that the feelings that she has for me which is so strong so powerful that it brings me joy in every moments that I think about her could fade. I can feel that it slowly is fading. Before she can't leave her phone by her side and sends me messages all the time, and now she have no hesitation of leaving it to go to her friends. That's one sign that she's losing it. She's losing her love for me.
She was that one that said it, that if she will go back to their hometown because of the dictation of her family that she will lose me. I know know what that means though I speculate that she will stop thinking about me, about us, because she has a lot of people surrounding her in that place. For that main reason already, love could easily be lost.
I've made a promise to myself that I would never do a thing that would hurt her, that I would not do anything wrong to lose her. Now, she is the one that is hurting me by the thought that I could lose her in my life. She is the only person in the world that I really loved. She is the only one that makes me happy every single minute that we were together. Losing her would mean that I will lose my reason of living.
There are a lot of possibilities for love to fade. Hopefully she will realize that she is fading and go back to loving me like the time that we were together.
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